Curtains Down, Final BowCurtains down, final bowYou don't get it, do you?You know the live I have for himIt really is quite trueCurtains down, final bowYou don't get it, do you?You don't know the pain I haveI know he has it, tooCurtains down, final bowYou don't get it, do you?I know the pain he has insideAnd he doesn't know what to doCurtains down, final bowYou don't get it, do you?The ones he loves were taken away from himEven though there's so fewCurtains down, final bowYou don't get it, do you?Well since you're all so ignorantI'll spell it out for you...Su--IcideGoodbye...
RebelI'm sorry you're going through thisLiving in that hellThe only advice I can give youIs that you need to rebelRebel from all this miseryRebel from all this painRebel from the abusive momThat you hope to never see againI said I'd love you foreverAnd today I love you stillYou said you'd love me forever, tooAnd I know you always willWe'll see eachother again some dayI just don't know when that'll beI promise that day will be some day soonIf you hold onto hope and don't leaveI know how yiu're feeling right nowLike a broken and empty little shellIn all honesty I have to tell youI know that feeling all too wellThe only thing I can say right nowThe only thing I can tellYou is that I'm sorry you're going through thisSorry that you have to live through hell
I'm Sinking Into InvisibilityI'm sinking into invisibilityLike a cherry in juiceAll I've got is my museBlasting my musicGods I feel sick of all of this crapI'm in a jungle without a mapA jungle of misery and painI can't get home againI'm locked out of my worldI'm blocked out of my mindI can't find the answer to my pleasI've locked the door and tossed the keysPlease won't someone help?!I'm in a graveyard without a lightIn the blackness of midnightIn a world where demons roamPulling me away from homePulling me away from helpPulling me out of myselfThe demons I've createdBut I'm too afraid to faceThe demons I give myself toEvery night and dayBut I can't stay hereI fear hereI fear the tearsI fear the lost yearsI fear the fear I've come to loveI've been shoved right out of meThis isn't me!I'm sinking into invisibilitySinking like a bath toy made of leadI've lost all sanity in this headThinking I don't deserve happinessWhen I don't deserve the painThinking that I'm losing th
It Really Is TrueI don't want to lose youI'd go insane, it's trueYou are an angel to meSo please don't leaveI can't help but think about our kissAnd the softness of your lipsI think about you constantlyOh Gods, don't you see?You know, it really is true...I really do love you
Depression -In Nothingness-Sitting in a papazan chairIn the deep darkness of pitch blackJust sittingIn nothingnessFloatingIn nothingnessSilenceCalmNumbIn nothingness
I'm Just NumbSitting in a papazan chairIn the deep darkness of pitch blackWhat I lack is sanityWhat I lack is happinessI'm such a messI see happinessIt's right thereIn front of my faceDo I care?Am I afraid?No.I'm numbHiding from the sunWhy?I don't knowAm I an ice queen in the now?No.I'm just numbEotionally numbIt's not funBut nor is it boringCalming?MaybeI don't knowI'm just numb